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Wonderful Life

Have you ever lost someone you really love? I know i do. Its the saddest thing i've ever felt in my life. I've cried for many times and hoping that they could come back, but many people say crying doesn't help a thing. I know its true but i kept doing it over and over again. I wished i'd stop but i can't. The feeling controls my body right away when i felt sad. Its feels pain when you cried. Have you ever cried? If you dont than you're the saddest thing i've ever met. As you learn in school that people died. They were born, raised by their lovely mom, learned new things, graduated, get a great job, married, have a wonderful family and when they grew old they just left all of it behind. They stop breathing and their heart are no longer beating. Its the saddest but most tragic thing that hapened to us. But when you think it trough you'll see how wonderful the circle of life is. You get to know them for a while, then they leave with happines thinking that their life are wonderful. You have to think that when they leave us they bring their memory with them. I know they will. They would never forget us if you'll never forget them. Pray for them. Pray for their souls. Let them know that you still with them no matter when skies are separating you with the ones you loved. For a thousand times be strong in life. :) 

I love you grandma, grandpa & my awesome cousins. Thanks for being here and stood up for me. I love you guys and i will always pray for you guys :* 

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Once Is Enough

Once is enough to see your parents cry. Watching their eyes grow glossy as streaks of tears drip down their sunken-in cheeks as your stomach grows completely hollow. The people who raised you are now stripped with nothing but their vulnerability. Being strong is the only option you have left.

Once is enough to be cheated on. The seed of trust you planted, watered, and gave light to has become rotted with betrayal. You find it unbearable to even think about constructing this idea of faith with someone completely new and different. It’s wiping yourself completely naked and risking your stitched up heart once again.

Once is enough to break up with a friend. Memories have grown gray and their face appears foreign. It’s painful to try and forget the effortless comfort you mutually shared. When your trust wilted from a loved one’s disloyalty, at least you had your best friend to spoon you together. But who is left to hold your heart now?

Once is enough to intentionally hurt yourself. You watched yourself leak blood and felt your insides grow dark. Your eyes started to water but not before they began to bat themselves shut. Yet the idea of inflicting any more damage to your own healthy body makes you grow cold with shame and guilt.

Once is enough to lose a dream. Success was teasing away at your hands one fingertip at a time. When the wind swept it away you grew hopeless of any glimpse of light to appear before your eyes again. You hope that nothing will ever wipe away the sun that way again.

Once is enough to feel hopeless. Every day things are going to go wrong – whether it’s missing your train or losing a friend. Every day is a risk that becomes chilling to think about. But for every failure, there is a new opportunity for success. Some things may happen only once, some things twice, and some things never. You will live unconditionally fearless once you learn how to expect the worst and hope for the best. 

from http://thoughtcatalog.com/2013/once-is-enough/

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You (My story)

Good Night,
what a sweet word to say to someone
to wish them a good night
it's been so long to have you right beside me
but now you're gone
i miss you
i miss when my phone goes 'beep'
i miss your sweet texts
i miss your smile
i miss the look when you see me
i miss how you loved me
i miss everything about you

I let you go
i dont wanna get hurt
seeing you with other girls makes me feel irritated
i felt jealousy just flow through my bones when i see you with her
it is a mistake to knowing you
it's a good mistake

Now you're just some memory
some memory that i'll never forget
and hoping that you'll never forget me either
i look you up on twitter
seeing you tweeting with other girls
and that moment i knew
that you've already move on
but i'm still living in the past where you used to brighten me up
make me smile
and told me what you're doing, who's you with
i miss that

I need to move on too
but still wondering what you were doing and who's you with
i wish you were here to tell me that

Moving on is hard for me
nobody even likes me now
i hate them for not liking me like you used too
they didn't know me like you do
they just can see how ugly i am
i'm sorry for saying this
but it's true isn't it?

i wish you were here S.

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